Versos e Reversos

  So many possibilities  of who I can become. No fate, only choices.  Oh, I wonder which of the multiple future versions of myself is the best version of me in this ephemeral life.  Power, wealth, prestige, passion, love they all boil inside fighting one against another to take control. Oh, I wish I knew how to spy over the curtain of time  so that I could build the most glamorous museum of novelties. I am living the blues of never-ending questions and doubts that can steal my sleep if I am careless.  Oh, I want to be my own Mona Lisa, I crave to make me my own masterpiece.  I am trying to discover how to be bigger than life.

Wise man said “We tend to love things we lose”. Maybe this is the reason I’m grieving over the goodbyes I did not choose. Easy come, easy go this is what life is all about. In one instant we are here, in the other we are out. A short time-lapse is our only gift and sin. So I’m appreciating my lungs, their mechanical ability to evolve air and keep me on this magical act that is breathing.